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2008-07-31T03:43:00.000-07:00

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2008-07-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

Friday, AC Drama Night. Bloody awesome. Loved the third play.

MR PAU ROCKS! Joshua Chow, the AC OM Drama Legend :D Remember guys the last year Chinese-acting incident? The one abt the satay where he apologized afterward? ZOMG so gay!

And the rugby teacher dude was cool too! The bus knockdown scene was nice. The bimbos were acting damn good! Gerald was doing the lights, all clap for Gerald *clapclapclap*

Good.

Saturday filming for history project.
Upload photos and videos later.
History group: Kevin, Nanda, Rohan, Me

Supercool la! The hobo marijuana scene by the MICA building and then the pissing scene. And zomg watching the retarded angmohs sit in the Reverse Bungy was just damn imba!

And then the torturing of the poor snail S: And the statue of David in pink batik. Which was totally no use cause isn't batik supposed to like clothe the person? David was wearing some pink batik transparent thing that covered nothing WHATSOEVER.

Sunday, Church. City Harvest, totally ownage as usual =D

Prayer meeting afterward. Super draining okay, pray for like 1 and a half hours straight =.= But powerful though! So no complaints :)

AND AND ZOMG
My dad bought me a limited edition red Crumpler for my birthday! Happy happy :D
Happy until I found out that it was the same one Pearlyn had ><
JKJK (:

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you

2008-07-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

2008-07-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

"sorry."
"i'm damn tired of you saying sorry."

why bother saying it when you aren't gonna change. =.=

Jamin and me are playing dota now. O.O JAMIN. Macboy. Whoaaaaaaa.

JOIN the black club.
we're the niggers for life man!!!
Pimpleback Mountain ^^

Aaah. Running 5 k in the morning is just stupid.

Do everyone a favour, and get the hell outta here;

2008-07-22T04:24:00.000-07:00

I think... I want to hold on to your heart for a little while longer... do you mind?

I hope you're taking care of my heart...

2008-07-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

ahhh it feels great to be free. Like a gigantic weight has been lifted off my heart..I guess we were really not meant to be, and God disapproved of it.. and I'm glad I finally got the strength to do it.. so yay! =D
If you read this, cheer up, and move on, life always continues on no matter what especially since you got that big AHNEH up there watchin' over ya

Ahh today was cool. CHC, and some imbaproubernesswthomgzzzbbq dude came and played classical guitar for us. and a big harp. he freakin did HAMMER ONS AND PULL-OFFS on his ACCOUSTIC GUITAR OMGGGG. SO PRO! S:

and then after that went out with Angel, Ajay and Jarrad.. was cool, had Orange Julius.. CHILI MELT DOG^^ and then went to Coffee Bean and played guitar.. and gayed around and discussed about random idiotic musicians who died to doing stupid stuff like smoking or drugs or GAY SEX. (Cough cough freddie mercury cough cough)

and then i got SEX IN A CUPPPPP! Whoooo but I think pure caramel is more sex than white chocolate dream though, so there Shaun :P

and then went home.. and swam.. and called my friend... sorry friend, i had to dao you last time :( cos it was kinda an honor thing? i promised i wouldn't talk to you, but as long as you don't bitch about anyone which i find kinda pissing, its perfectly fine with me now (:

aaah. addicted to manga now T.T

Couldn't we have met that last time?
Please understand that all I wanted was to say goodbye.

2008-07-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

Everyone's doing this quiz so I shall too. It seems fun. Lol

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"

Clairvoyant Disase- Avenged Sevenfold

(What?)

2. How would you describe yourself?
You're Pitiful- Weird Al Yankovic

(LOL OMG COOOOL )

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?

we come out at night- avenged sevenfold

(no vampires thanks)

4. How do you feel today?

Play with Me- Extreme

(Eh yeah i want to play tennis :( )

5. What is your life's purpose?

Beast and the Harlot- Avenged Sevenfold

(WHAAA)
6. What is your motto?

Hosanna- Hillsong Live

(Oooooh yeah:D)

7. What do your friends think of you?

This River is Wild- The Killers

(really?)

8. What do you think of your parents?

A whisper and a clamor- Anberlin

(what's that mean?)

9. What do you think about very often?

Your Guardian Angel- RJA

(huh I have one?)

10. What is 2 + 2?

Breakaway- City Harvest Church

(whaaaa?)

11.What do you think of your best friend?

L.G.FUAD- Motion City Soundtrack

(huh who's my best friend?)

12.What do you think of the person you like?

He Wasn't- Avril Lavigne

(omg go away go away I AM NOT GAY)

13. What is your life story?

The Takedown- Yellowcard

(LOL)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?

Butterfly- Jason Mraz

(don't they die really fast?)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Walking Disaster- Sum 41

(so not true. O.O)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?

Hit the Floor- Linkin Park

(WHOOOOOOOOOOO)

17.What will they play at your funeral?

Angel in the Swamp- Story of the Year

(O.O Okay)

18.What is your hobby/interest?

Forsaken- As I Lay Dying

(nahhh)
19. What is your biggest fear?

You and a Promise- Howie Day

(LOLLL)

20.What is your biggest secret?

Ride the Lightning- Metallica

(Yeah i ride the lightning. O.O)

21.What do you think of your friends?

All I Want- The Offspring

(SO TRUE)

22. What will you post this as?

Here I am To Worship- Phillips, Craig and Dean

(huh?)

23. What song would you play during your first kiss?

Lose Your Fantasy- Motion City Soundtrack

I know, i'm a horrible kisser T.T

2008-07-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

Went J8 with Shaun yesterday
Initially wanted to go KAP to stone but then decided to follow Avery to Vivo to crash his um. date :D
And then the girl got pissed that he brought friends so..
Me and Shaun ate lunch and then took the train to J8!
We wanted to do MI2 but oh well.. screw it...
So we walked around and um. Checked out the shops :D
First he had to go to Lee to collect his jeans. Good cut, good looks, good design, but SHIT damn bloody expensive. ><
Then I went to 77th Street while he went to go the toilet.
Nothing much really interested me...
Then I remembered I had to buy a pencil box and notebooks so went to Popular!

They have some damn cool-ass notebooks there. Pretty freakin sexy. Then he reminded me that 77th Street sold pencil boxes so down we went again...

And then we just hung out at the Coffee Bean for half an hour drinking SEX IN A CUP.
OMG Coffee Bean RAPES Starbucks I tell you.

Pure Caramel and White Chocolate Dream is the SEX in THE cup.
"WHO NEEDS SEX WHEN YOU HAVE COFFEE BEAN?!" Hell yeahhhh.

Today was super slack again. PE. =.= Just practiced running the X-Country run on the track. Then Art.. fun, learning bout Photoshop but we already knew most of it from Photoshopping TERRANCEEEE A.K.A Ostrich. Marc and I and Faiz and Shaun Tan got pwned by Aloysius cos we went in late... but I and Marc managed to explain our way out without getting whacked that bad :D

And then um. Can't remember. OH YEAH CHINA SCHOLARS.

We got some China people for an exchange program.. and guess what... that damn LAW picked me to take care of some guy. =.= And JR and CK got the girl. And they freakin SWAPPED with me omg. Bloody idiots >: (

Hahaha and then I swapped back :P Cos taking care of someone whom I can't communicate properly is damn boring OMG.

I hate being sick... so stupid.. and pissy.

This feelings can't be right...
Dignity won't let you cry, unless I ignore you tonight

2008-07-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

Um today was gay.
Half the periods were free... spent time going to the SAC and eating BABI PRATA ^^ or playing xmen legends or just gaying around in class.
Gavin Ang, Dave Tay and Audrey Tay absent.. Audrey and Dave absent for the week... WHOOO
Omg i bet they having family problems or some shit like that
After school CIP
LawMiewFong was in charge. Super slack omg she told us what to do (clean up the school, take a picture of the garbage bag and give to her) and went out.

SOOOO
we stuffed andrew into the garbage bag and took the picture :D
Then spent the rest of the time playing soccer, going to the library or just chatting. and taking the broom and running into the class, hitting the teacher with it and running out. ^^

BoB THIS FRIDAY HELL YEAH. Next Friday's ACS Drama Night, if it was good as the whatever comedy thing earlier this year with Uranus Selamat then it's gonna be damn AWESOME.

Make my dream come true, baby...

2008-07-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

Samuel's gang of lovable gay buddies

whooo potato boy!

Eeyer unglam O.O

SLIMEEEEEEEE I love the scenery

Josiah is gayyyyyyy :P sexy spectacles man

2008-07-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

"Sam! Sam!"
"Shit, the water's freaking cold.."
"Ohmygod, I thought you drowned.. Sam..."
"Eh, Laura, what're you doing!"
"My body heat helps to warm your blood so it doesn't rush back into your heart so quickly. If it does, you could get a heart failure."
"Aah? Okay."
"Are you feeling better?"
"Yeah, now that you're with me..."

Cos there's no one else for me, none but Jesus
Crucified to set me free

And all my delight is in you Lord,
All of my hope
All of my strength

None but Jesus, by Christy Nockels

Went jamming with RR on Friday. Dave actually got the drums right, not bad ^^
Going for class reunion tomorrow, gonna watch Hancock.
Going for BoB on 18 July. Get tickets from Brandon Ang :D or ask me to help you get. $8 for one.
Going for NYGH Dance Night (Probably)
Going for Drama Night
Going for Guitar Orchestra
Going for band (Maybe)

packed sia.

aargh why is everyone suddenly asking me for help now. Is everyone's life just falling apart with a click of the fingers? If it is, then I wonder when mine is going to. Wait, has it started already?
Ah well.

you can have anything you want, but you better not take it from me.

2008-06-26T06:38:00.001-07:00

Fuck... I'm trapped by my thoughts.
Now I know what they mean by, between a rock and between a hard place.

DAMMIT, WHAT DO I DO?!

2008-06-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

First time I saw you, I was scared to touch you. First time I held your hand, I was scared to kiss you. First time I kissed you, I was scared to love you. But now that I love you, I'm scared to lose you....

2008-06-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome! :D
Tyrone left.. I wonder, will Keshav take up the mantle of the Teacher piss-offer? Hmm. He's doing a pretty damn good job at the moment.

RECAP:
In Comp Lab 3
Aloysius: I can remember malay names very well. But not chinese.
Me: But sir you're a chinese!
Varun: NO NO. HE'S SCOTTISH PEOPLE
(class starts laughing)
Keshav: Sir do you play the bagpipe? And wear the skirt?
(Keshav does a wide-eyed stare)
(I do Spongebob Laugh)
(Class starts laughing even harder)
(Aloysius gets mega pissed!) :D

Zomg. Then Keshav supposedly didn't brush his teeth. And Audrey got mad. >< Half the time she was like. scolding with a joke smile. Then the last one she got really. Angry. I think.

Muhammad: Let's leave the Indians to the awesomeness of cricket. ^^
Muhammad: Nerine Chewbacca. (Gets whacked by me and Shaun)
Muhammad: Does the stupid Chewbacca GAY ASS IMITATION.
Class starts laughing. T.T

Ahmad is super weird! Gives weird names to people. "I can get an orgasm by playing with Adi's fats. WHOOOOOOOOOOO" (Smacks Adi's stomach)

MacBoy: Jamin O.O
Cumshot: Uhm. Faiz I think

And a good way to piss off teachers when they're walking down the corridor. Stand out in front of them, wave hysterically and scream "HELLUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" in the Ms Swan voice. Works wonders. I swear. Especially on the Indian teachers.

OMG, Indians are the coolest. SUPER AWESOME ACCENT. And a sexy second language to boot. I wanna learn tamil :(

EH EH. AH NEH.

My mom made me mocha so I am hyper. Ohwell...

2008-06-23T02:30:00.000-07:00

Sigh, am I really that horrible a friend, and that lousy at gaining your trust, then you think what I was doing yesterday was a test? If I am that bad, then I'm sorry.

2008-06-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Living without you, my world becomes so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

2008-06-18T18:37:00.000-07:00

Another quiz! I'm supposed to be doing some stupid chinanese crap homework but ohwell. ^^ I can get all the quizzes I want from Claudia sooooo... XD

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Define betrayal... if it's cheating? Then I don't know, I'll probably get really really MAD. And you don't like me when I'm MAD. I think. :D

#2 If you have a chance to make one of your dream come true, what would it be?
To marry this person..

#3 Whose butt would you like to kick right now?
Hahaha uhm. LAW MIEW FONG! On 2nd thoughts, nevermind, I don't wanna get my shoe dirty...

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
Give 10% to God, invest the other 40%, and then go buy stuff I want with the rest. :D

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Uhm. Faithful, generous, giving, LOW EXPECTATIONS, enthusiastic about the relationship, loving.

#6 Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved?
To love.

#7 How long do you intend want to wait for someone you really love?
Uhm as long as it takes. But I already love someone O.O

#8 If the person you secretly love is attached, what would you do?
Move on, if she's happier with someone else, then that's a good thing right?

#9 Is there anything which makes you extremely happy?
Yeah.

#10 Name 1 thing that consistently floats in and out of your mind.
The person's name...

#11 Why do you bother to do this survey?
I am damn SIAN. And it looks cool so...

#12 How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A 24 year old student in Ivy League.. XD If I stay in the IB, I'll be ok.

#13 What was in your mind 5 hours ago?
I was sleeping la.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Which person? So many..

#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor- as long as its a happy marriage.

#16 What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Breathe.

#17 Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yeah...

#18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you?
Who would I? Whaaa? And nah, I don't fall in love in that kinda way.. It's just odd.

#19 If your ex wants to go back with you, what would you do?
Well... I'd think about it I guess. XD

#20 What would be your greatest gift ever?
To see God.

2008-06-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

BAAACK FROM REDANG PEOPLE! XD It's hot and beautiful there. the beaches are just AWESOMEEEEE. like O.O kinda.

see?

haha. and the fishes are cool too! :D
Aquatic mayhem... they very desperate for food.. :S

And we saw a SEA TURTLE, and a SHARK! ^^ Yes, it was scary. But UNFORTUNATELY we had no underwater camera so...

And I found out that playing with camera flashes in mirrors can result in some seriously COOL stuff.
I'M HOLDING A BOMB ARRGGHHHHHH

Well if you want more go see my facebook album. Or ask me for it. I have a few- shall we say- rather. uhm. EMBARRASSING/ PRIVATE photographs? :D

And yeah. Well we went snorkelling/ diving (yes, i have a beginner license) so yeah it was cool. The sun was hot and the sand was really nice, smooth and stuff. very. And the corals! Purple, red, yellow, orange, pretty much nearly any color you can think of, even PINK. yes, pink.

And I saw someone wearing the jacket on the plane. yes. THE adidas jacket that's gone through so much. Black with three white stripes. And I immediately started thinking of her.. sigh, forgetting someone I loved, and still do, is gonna be much harder than I thought.

Maybe I should write a book on everything I've gone through. Some teen romance thing. The title? Black with 3 White Stripes.

2008-06-14T17:31:00.000-07:00

Give me back my fantasy
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe

My world's become so empty
My days are so lonely
Each night I taste
The purest of pain...

2008-06-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Goodness I'm bloody bored. Stoning on my bed with no one to text or call :( And my family's out so no playing retarded Power Rangers games with my younger brother :S

So I shall do this quiz I found on Claudia's blog! XD Do guys do quizzes? I don't know but ohwell.

1. What is your current ringtone?: Cliffs Of Dover- ERIC JOHNSON
2. What is your current wallpaper?: A picture of a one-winged angel I drew on foolscap paper.
3. Do you own a picture phone?: Yeah.
4. If so, what was the last picture you took?: That angel!
5. Go to your text message inbox, who is the 10th message from the bottom from: Nerine Chew :)
6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?: Don't know. Am I supposed to count it? O.O
7. Go to your last missed call, who was it?: Shaun Lee
8. Unlimited Texting?: Nah :(
9. What service do you have?: Singtel
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?: You talking about reception? 5 bars XD
11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?: I don't use speed dial :S
12. Do you have a voicemail?: Nahh.
13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have: 9.
14. Who do you call the most?: Hmm. Elizabeth? My dad? Nerine (though I keep catching her at the wrong time :( )
15. How many text messages do you get a month?: Around 300/200 a week so a thousand.
16. Can you send pictures?: Too bloody long to send :S
17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?: 5126
18. Go to your sent texts, who is the eighth message sent to?: Nerine Chew again :D
19. What about the 15th?: Nerine Chew AGAIN :S
20. Who's the last person that you called?: My dad...
22. Last person that texted you?: My mother :S
23. Last person you added to your address book?: Shaun Lee I think.
24. How many minutes are on your plan?: No idea..
25. Do you like your phone?: Yeah, its sexy slim :)
26. What is it?: Motorola Ming
27. Wanna give out your number?: Hmm. 98905126 :D

2008-05-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

i shall seek comfort in blogging.
but then i don't know what to write.

i am nothing more than what you offered me, so you're all i want

2008-05-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

It's been a month
How've you been?
Felt the stab of pain
And the caress of rain
Much has happened since I last saw you

We said
That love would go on
Enduring the storm
Of time, of distance
Nothing but our own hearts would keep us apart

But through it all
I just want you to know
That this is what drives me further
With the touch of your hand
I am whole again

Because I think
that in you
I'm not alone.

:)

2008-05-05T05:01:00.000-07:00

oh gosh. everybody's having weird dreams now including me :S

it was like i went to bed last night. then i got up cuz i couldn't sleep and i checked my comp which is totally normal. then i suddenly got this really bad sense of emoness that came over me like i was thinking that how the world would be a much better place without me and how many people i've hurt. then i was staring out of the window and deciding whether to jump or not. well i decided not to but THEN i saw this really sharp paper knife lying on the table that my sis had left there. i picked it up and started screaming and was about to slash myself (1st time) when my computer suddenly beeped (the hotmail thing for a new email.) i checked it and it was from an old school friend. this is what it said.

"I feel led to send this email to you even though I haven't spoken to you in a long time or even know your email. I'm guessing on chance that this is yours.

I just want you to know that although you might think the world would be a better place without you, remember that there are quite a few people out there who you mean the world to. If you are hurt, they would be hurt too.

Thanks for reading this (: and can we meet up sometime? I miss you real bad. And please know that though you mean nothing to the world, there are people whom you mean the world too."

woww nice timing :S i broke down on the spot. i don't know if i do mean the world to some people but that's a really nice thing to say anyway. thanks person (:

but i don't know if it was a dream or not, cuz i woke up in the morning at 5 before anyone else and the knife was not there, and the email wasn't in the inbox either. ohwell :S

2008-05-03T05:01:00.000-07:00

BEING GAY IN CLASS WAS FUN :D IN FRONT OF CHEE DO PHILE SOMEMORE. JAMIN BROUGHT HIS CAMERA and took stupid photos of people like me :D this one is cool.

"what ya loooookin at, short boy?!" *the short boy is faiz and he isn't short. i'm just tall. :D

exams coming soon so sad :( muggggg like crap. stayed up till 5 then slept five hours and got up to study again :O

at least i have frequent dota breaks with tyrone and ershad :D how come so weird, all the nerdy people in T1 suddenly start dotaing like shit this term, and all the DOTA players in T1 like me and ty and fonny and adi start studying like mad?

I know what's my motivation and Tyrone's motivation but forny and adi leh? ohwell. :S

till next week. :)

say you'll love me and the sun just rose

2008-04-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today was cool..after school went KAP with Ty, Forny, Ershad, Samuel, Pahdeyager.. to study. Well I managed to accomplish abit but don't think they did cuz of stupid Forny... didn't want him to come around cuz all he could talk about was dota dota dota... retard!

check this conversation between sam and him
Me: "Eh tell me ribosomal structure of DNA"
Samuel: "What to buy for Necrolyte ah? Other than dagon.."
Forny: "NOOOOO!" (Thought he was going to say "WE MUST STUDY NOT TALK ABOUT DOTA")
Forny continued: "WTF BUY DAGON FOR NECROLYTE FOR WHAT! NOOB LA YOU! NOOOOOOOOOBBBB- OWWW!" (Gets whacked by Tyrone)

and we saw Bdan and his friend there :D along with some of Bdan's canoeing friends who appeared. Gossipy retards.. the canoeists, not Bdan and company.

2008-04-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

it's alright acs i cdiv tennis.. you guys fought, even though you were injured, and that's something to be admired for. well done and just whoop them next year. :)

today was cool, we had cricket finals vs Raffles again.. we won. :D keshav actually turned out to be good at batting and wasn't all hot air :S

damn exams coming.

I don't mean to hurt you just put you first
I won't bring you down
I won't break your heart
But I'll have to say I'm sorry
You mean so much to me
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could throw it all away
And start again.

2008-04-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SUPER COOL! :D Went to CHC instead of BRMC so that was sad, didn't manage to see ****** :( have to wait till next week.

but on the plus side.. we had a prophetess today at CHC so that was good! :D miracles performed! coolness.

the row in front of me was 2E and there was this crippled dude sitting infront. then the prophetess went on the stage, closed her eyes and said "i sense someone needs healing in row 2E. would he/she please come to the front." note, row 2E was like. 300m back from the stage. the guy was like O.O and went up and was prayed for and was healed on the spot.

i sense your holy presence in me once more;

oh and i broke down in tears. so it was a good thing that nerine didn't come with me, or jarrad for that matter, i wouldn't want them to see me crying like a baby. ><

God bless y'all.

2008-04-18T07:27:00.001-07:00

i feel better now. thanks people :)
BLOG, THOU SHALT REVIVE! that should do the trick.

2008-04-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

i'm shutting down this blog.
i've had enough of all the bullshit and fucked up stuff i've done to people.
i'm sick of myself.
i expect i'll be out of your life sooner or later. preferably sooner.
and no, i'm not planning to suicide.