Thursday, May 15, 2008
i shall seek comfort in blogging.
but then i don't know what to write.
i am nothing more than what you offered me, so you're all i want
8:29 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
It's been a month
How've you been?
Felt the stab of pain
And the caress of rain
Much has happened since I last saw you
We said
That love would go on
Enduring the storm
Of time, of distance
Nothing but our own hearts would keep us apart
But through it all
I just want you to know
That this is what drives me further
With the touch of your hand
I am whole again
Because I think
that in you
I'm not alone.
:)
5:23 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Monday, May 5, 2008
oh gosh. everybody's having weird dreams now including me :S
it was like i went to bed last night. then i got up cuz i couldn't sleep and i checked my comp which is totally normal. then i suddenly got this really bad sense of emoness that came over me like i was thinking that how the world would be a much better place without me and how many people i've hurt. then i was staring out of the window and deciding whether to jump or not. well i decided not to but THEN i saw this really sharp paper knife lying on the table that my sis had left there. i picked it up and started screaming and was about to slash myself (1st time) when my computer suddenly beeped (the hotmail thing for a new email.) i checked it and it was from an old school friend. this is what it said.
"I feel led to send this email to you even though I haven't spoken to you in a long time or even know your email. I'm guessing on chance that this is yours.
I just want you to know that although you might think the world would be a better place without you, remember that there are quite a few people out there who you mean the world to. If you are hurt, they would be hurt too.
Thanks for reading this (: and can we meet up sometime? I miss you real bad. And please know that though you mean nothing to the world, there are people whom you mean the world too."
woww nice timing :S i broke down on the spot. i don't know if i do mean the world to some people but that's a really nice thing to say anyway. thanks person (:
but i don't know if it was a dream or not, cuz i woke up in the morning at 5 before anyone else and the knife was not there, and the email wasn't in the inbox either. ohwell :S
5:01 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Saturday, May 3, 2008
BEING GAY IN CLASS WAS FUN :D IN FRONT OF CHEE DO PHILE SOMEMORE. JAMIN BROUGHT HIS CAMERA and took stupid photos of people like me :D this one is cool.
"what ya loooookin at, short boy?!" *the short boy is faiz and he isn't short. i'm just tall. :D
exams coming soon so sad :( muggggg like crap. stayed up till 5 then slept five hours and got up to study again :O
at least i have frequent dota breaks with tyrone and ershad :D how come so weird, all the nerdy people in T1 suddenly start dotaing like shit this term, and all the DOTA players in T1 like me and ty and fonny and adi start studying like mad?
I know what's my motivation and Tyrone's motivation but forny and adi leh? ohwell. :S
till next week. :)
say you'll love me and the sun just rose
5:01 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
