Thursday, June 26, 2008
Fuck... I'm trapped by my thoughts.
Now I know what they mean by, between a rock and between a hard place.
DAMMIT, WHAT DO I DO?!
6:38 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
First time I saw you, I was scared to touch you. First time I held your hand, I was scared to kiss you. First time I kissed you, I was scared to love you. But now that I love you, I'm scared to lose you....
5:43 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Today was awesome! :D
Tyrone left.. I wonder, will Keshav take up the mantle of the Teacher piss-offer? Hmm. He's doing a pretty damn good job at the moment.
RECAP:
In Comp Lab 3
Aloysius: I can remember malay names very well. But not chinese.
Me: But sir you're a chinese!
Varun: NO NO. HE'S SCOTTISH PEOPLE
(class starts laughing)
Keshav: Sir do you play the bagpipe? And wear the skirt?
(Keshav does a wide-eyed stare)
(I do Spongebob Laugh)
(Class starts laughing even harder)
(Aloysius gets mega pissed!) :D
Zomg. Then Keshav supposedly didn't brush his teeth. And Audrey got mad. >< Half the time she was like. scolding with a joke smile. Then the last one she got really. Angry. I think.
Muhammad: Let's leave the Indians to the awesomeness of cricket. ^^
Muhammad: Nerine Chewbacca. (Gets whacked by me and Shaun)
Muhammad: Does the stupid Chewbacca GAY ASS IMITATION.
Class starts laughing. T.T
Ahmad is super weird! Gives weird names to people. "I can get an orgasm by playing with Adi's fats. WHOOOOOOOOOOO" (Smacks Adi's stomach)
MacBoy: Jamin O.O
Cumshot: Uhm. Faiz I think
And a good way to piss off teachers when they're walking down the corridor. Stand out in front of them, wave hysterically and scream "HELLUUUUUUUUUUUUUU" in the Ms Swan voice. Works wonders. I swear. Especially on the Indian teachers.
OMG, Indians are the coolest. SUPER AWESOME ACCENT. And a sexy second language to boot. I wanna learn tamil :(
EH EH. AH NEH.
My mom made me mocha so I am hyper. Ohwell...
9:21 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sigh, am I really that horrible a friend, and that lousy at gaining your trust, then you think what I was doing yesterday was a test? If I am that bad, then I'm sorry.
2:30 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Friday, June 20, 2008
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Living without you, my world becomes so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
6:50 PM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Another quiz! I'm supposed to be doing some stupid chinanese crap homework but ohwell. ^^ I can get all the quizzes I want from Claudia sooooo... XD
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Define betrayal... if it's cheating? Then I don't know, I'll probably get really really MAD. And you don't like me when I'm MAD. I think. :D
#2 If you have a chance to make one of your dream come true, what would it be?
To marry this person..
#3 Whose butt would you like to kick right now?
Hahaha uhm. LAW MIEW FONG! On 2nd thoughts, nevermind, I don't wanna get my shoe dirty...
#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
Give 10% to God, invest the other 40%, and then go buy stuff I want with the rest. :D
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Uhm. Faithful, generous, giving, LOW EXPECTATIONS, enthusiastic about the relationship, loving.
#6 Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved?
To love.
#7 How long do you intend want to wait for someone you really love?
Uhm as long as it takes. But I already love someone O.O
#8 If the person you secretly love is attached, what would you do?
Move on, if she's happier with someone else, then that's a good thing right?
#9 Is there anything which makes you extremely happy?
Yeah.
#10 Name 1 thing that consistently floats in and out of your mind.
The person's name...
#11 Why do you bother to do this survey?
I am damn SIAN. And it looks cool so...
#12 How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A 24 year old student in Ivy League.. XD If I stay in the IB, I'll be ok.
#13 What was in your mind 5 hours ago?
I was sleeping la.
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Which person? So many..
#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor- as long as its a happy marriage.
#16 What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Breathe.
#17 Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yeah...
#18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you?
Who would I? Whaaa? And nah, I don't fall in love in that kinda way.. It's just odd.
#19 If your ex wants to go back with you, what would you do?
Well... I'd think about it I guess. XD
#20 What would be your greatest gift ever?
To see God.
6:37 PM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
BAAACK FROM REDANG PEOPLE! XD It's hot and beautiful there. the beaches are just AWESOMEEEEE. like O.O kinda.
see?
haha. and the fishes are cool too! :D
Aquatic mayhem... they very desperate for food.. :S
And we saw a SEA TURTLE, and a SHARK! ^^ Yes, it was scary. But UNFORTUNATELY we had no underwater camera so...
And I found out that playing with camera flashes in mirrors can result in some seriously COOL stuff.
I'M HOLDING A BOMB ARRGGHHHHHH
Well if you want more go see my facebook album. Or ask me for it. I have a few- shall we say- rather. uhm. EMBARRASSING/ PRIVATE photographs? :D
And yeah. Well we went snorkelling/ diving (yes, i have a beginner license) so yeah it was cool. The sun was hot and the sand was really nice, smooth and stuff. very. And the corals! Purple, red, yellow, orange, pretty much nearly any color you can think of, even PINK. yes, pink.
And I saw someone wearing the jacket on the plane. yes. THE adidas jacket that's gone through so much. Black with three white stripes. And I immediately started thinking of her.. sigh, forgetting someone I loved, and still do, is gonna be much harder than I thought.
Maybe I should write a book on everything I've gone through. Some teen romance thing. The title? Black with 3 White Stripes.
2:50 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Give me back my fantasy
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
My world's become so empty
My days are so lonely
Each night I taste
The purest of pain...
5:31 PM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
Friday, June 13, 2008
Goodness I'm bloody bored. Stoning on my bed with no one to text or call :( And my family's out so no playing retarded Power Rangers games with my younger brother :S
So I shall do this quiz I found on Claudia's blog! XD Do guys do quizzes? I don't know but ohwell.
1. What is your current ringtone?: Cliffs Of Dover- ERIC JOHNSON
2. What is your current wallpaper?: A picture of a one-winged angel I drew on foolscap paper.
3. Do you own a picture phone?: Yeah.
4. If so, what was the last picture you took?: That angel!
5. Go to your text message inbox, who is the 10th message from the bottom from: Nerine Chew :)
6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?: Don't know. Am I supposed to count it? O.O
7. Go to your last missed call, who was it?: Shaun Lee
8. Unlimited Texting?: Nah :(
9. What service do you have?: Singtel
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?: You talking about reception? 5 bars XD
11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?: I don't use speed dial :S
12. Do you have a voicemail?: Nahh.
13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have: 9.
14. Who do you call the most?: Hmm. Elizabeth? My dad? Nerine (though I keep catching her at the wrong time :( )
15. How many text messages do you get a month?: Around 300/200 a week so a thousand.
16. Can you send pictures?: Too bloody long to send :S
17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?: 5126
18. Go to your sent texts, who is the eighth message sent to?: Nerine Chew again :D
19. What about the 15th?: Nerine Chew AGAIN :S
20. Who's the last person that you called?: My dad...
22. Last person that texted you?: My mother :S
23. Last person you added to your address book?: Shaun Lee I think.
24. How many minutes are on your plan?: No idea..
25. Do you like your phone?: Yeah, its sexy slim :)
26. What is it?: Motorola Ming
27. Wanna give out your number?: Hmm. 98905126 :D
7:15 AM
& he looks unto Him for strength again
see?
Aquatic mayhem... they very desperate for food.. :S
